And I wanted to share my happiness with you, but I cannot

So, everything is going as I planned to be.
Everything is finally falling into the right places.
Or might I say, “Almost”…

‘Cause the one
I did not plan to fall in love with
because I was not looking for it;
I fell in,
and I wanted,
I wanted to share my accomplishments,
I wanted to talk to him about my dreams,
I wanted him to walk the path of growth with me,
and now
he is gone.

I stay busy as f*ck every day
because I want to forever put myself first,
and of course: not to think about it.
But nights like these…

I have a million reasons to be happy,
to not complain,
yet there’s just one deep reason
that when I was so high on grace
I remembered.

So, I poured a glass of Jagger & dark beer.
Cheering with tears streaming down my face
to the future, and keeping in mind:
the sun will still shine tomorrow.

– Journals “Flirting with Madness

Thoughts and writings

Gabriela Christina Díaz View All →

Nacida en Puerto Rico, pero soy ciudadana del Mundo. Escribo para vaciar el ruido de mi mente y me llena el corazón que alguien le toque de alguna forma lo que escribo. Pues de nada me sirve escribir si lo que escribo no conmueve un alma. No escribo muchas paradojas porque yo soy la paradoja en sí. Soy un poco controversial en mi manera de expresarme, pero escribo y me expreso de una forma transparente, desde lo más sincero de mis adentros.

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